After I read several motivational books that taught me about the power of the mind, I figured it was no harm giving it a try. I'm a very curious person and I always need the "why"s for practically everything. In any lucky draw, I will question myself why should I be so lucky? Why would they be so nice to me? Why should I go after something that I want, but is not realistic to have given my circumstances now? Why, why, why!